patcole

It's been a long time since I updated my journal so I thought, "what the hell, write something bitch". I am currently working on: 1 getting a second job to cover wedding costs 2 getting married in August 3 staying married 4 artwork everyday. Which includes coloring, which I suck at. But am getting better 5 uploading more art and cleaning out the old bullshit 6 portfolio. Portfolio! PORTFOLIO!! 7 update website 8 pimping my shit 9 coding (c++, asp, mysql, etc.) haven't started but is soon to come. Recommend me some books u. 10 writing and stories and submissions to publishers I'm sure there's more I have planned for 2011 but I'll s

What does it truly mean to be a designer? I sit everyday searching for inspiration. I see it all the time and I attempt to surpass all that I see. But when it comes down to it... I wish that I would have spend my time in college focusing more on my illustrations. I feel at times that I let my instructors manipulate me into performing as they wanted me to and not how I wanted to. I understand their methods. See, they have a job too. Their job is to ensure, when I set forth out into the world of wonderful work, I will have a little bit of everything under my belt. But, even if this gives me the edge, it still doesn't help to a full extent as

This BP situation is starting to sicken me. There are so many people angry at things they do not understand. I am not saying BP is right. They do need to clean up their mess, and at a quicker pace. But, I do not feel that they are just letting this happen. Let's not forget that this is a business. And as a business they do not want to go under. That would be the end of their business. So I have faith, that even for the wrong reasons they will use the proper measures to correct this issue. But what really gets me is how people have been effected by the media. Yes, I understand your anger. Especially those with lives lost and their economy in